still haven't done anything here

i haven't done anything here in a while, maybe soon

incomplete scribble
:inspired by a Prince track & a reflecting dream:

there were many nights
you dried the tears from my eyes
and many nights
you listened to my drunken lies
we go a long way back
many roads traveled
some paved & smooth
some more bumpy than gravel
i love you
but i can't stand you anymore
we didn't always
see eye to eye
you weren't always happy
if i dropped in high
times were good
times were bad
we weren't the best friends
we ever had
i still love you
but i can't be with you anymore
yes i love you
but i don't need you anymore.

check out www.be-dumb.com for some funny clips. i love the "honey i'm home" clip

booger
darth-apu

i'm watching a vh1 classic's "We Are the 80's" to wake up again. got up too late for a morning movie. i'm still working on what i want this place to be. i haven't dropped the first link yet but i have dropped some verse. will this be the peek inside my scattered mind or just more grandstanding bullshit.

-mjc-

"more"

i may not hold your hand
every time we walk
to and from the van
but it doesn't mean i love you less
i may not kiss your velvet cheek
more than a couple of times
on an odd week
but it doesn't mean i love you less
it may seem i put you last
and things were better
back in the past
but i don't love you any less
i choose to spend my time with you
some may think that
it's something i'm made to
that's why i need them less
no words can cover
all my faults
this i ask wife & lover
never think i love you less
perhaps if i were more open
neither of us
would be sittin' and mopin'
and time apart would be less
as the work bell prepares to ring
and i have walked out the door
take these words deep in your heart
i could never love anyone more.

-mjc

a little something days in the making :

we all say a lot of things
some in the moment
some a deep confession
some pure emotion
some pure crap
but it's always more
what we don't say
so say something
just not the crap.
-mjc-

there's nothing that beats a late summer cold
it's too hot to stay bundled
even if you're freezing
when you have to keep going
you can't enjoy being sick
no slurping soup & video games
just down a couple of pills
and get to work
but atleast there is "medicine head"
it does make the public easier to deal with
so for those who are
or will be sick
while the temp is above 80
down your pills
or your shot
or plop plop fizz fizz
drink your juice
& just stay home
& play a game for me
-mjc-



r.i.p. S.I.